New Year, new luck?

Dear Diary,

Sometimes we all need a break from reality but when your dreams scare you too, where do you turn to run?

Lets start with a sigh. *sigh*

Another year has passed and I'm back in Singapore again. Back to that job I "OH-sooo-love". Yes, my sarcasm manage to seep through into this year too. I have no resolutions this year. I've decided not to have any because I've never really kept them anyways so why bother?

Gopal's back and that has been one of the few good things I can count on to put a smile on my face. I sound so depressed but try waking up from a nightmare where your father stabs you with a metal pole-twice and then tell me how you'd feel.

Getting back to business, New years was at my cousin's pub with me being pissed (pissed off not pissed drunk unfortunately). People can be so full of bullshit. You bugged your friend to come and when her cousin gets drunk, you carry on partying while your friend has to attend to her floor crashing-toilet hugging-puking her guts out cousin. A little inconsiderate don't you think?

And worst, due to very bad directions, I drove against traffic in fury!

Fantastic start to the new year dont you think.

I wish I could give you a more upbeat entry but I can't, not today at least.

Till I return from Rome.

Joan