http://kronique.blogdrive.com/ Kronique Wed, 14 Mar 2007 19:05:01 PDT http://www.blogdrive.com Copyright 2007. Relationships Music Destinations http://kronique.blogdrive.com/archive/48.html Wed, 14 Mar 2007 10:00:58 GMT Dear Diary, If I should fall, a bed of red rose petals I hope to fall on. If I should miss a step and fall down a flight of stairs, I wish I would laugh the pain away. If today should all go wrong, I hope to God I'd still see a smilling face waiting for me at home and I pray he be naked. Yes, yes, an overdue apology comes along this line.Sorry. I'm sorry for everything I didn't say to you when you needed me to be mature most. I'm sorry for getting you worried everytime I fall sick. You know I never meant all those things I say when I'm mad. I'm sorry mostly for being so stubborn and... (more) http://kronique.blogdrive.com/comments?id=48 http://kronique.blogdrive.com/archive/47.html Thu, 22 Feb 2007 00:52:41 GMT Dear Diary, Yes,yes, I KNOW I haven't been journaling lately. I've tried scribbling down thoughts that run through my mind but when I put paper to pen, I draw a blank. Don't ask me why because I can't even answer myself so I guess I took a break. A much needed break. The relationship between Gopal and myself took a hard fall for the first few months since he came back. We didn't agree with anything until we stopped and realized all of this isn't worth it. We loved each other too much to tear the other one apart. We both have a lot of learning and growing up to do in spite of what we've... (more) http://kronique.blogdrive.com/comments?id=47 http://kronique.blogdrive.com/archive/46.html Tue, 16 Jan 2007 17:05:17 GMT Could this be the ending or the beginning? Can leave everything behind and start all over again? I wonder. I keep falling over and over again after getting off my knees. Can you just be considerate enough to realize I'm placed here because of you. I don't mean to chanel my pain and anger towards you but sometimes I fell you leave me with no choice. I'm struggling, practically suffocating and I'm reaching out for help but you never try to save me. Why? I've put all my friends at arms length, never wanting to show I can't cope, never showing them any tears. I can't do this... (more) http://kronique.blogdrive.com/comments?id=46 http://kronique.blogdrive.com/archive/45.html Mon, 08 Jan 2007 05:33:10 GMT Dear Diary, Sometimes we all need a break from reality but when your dreams scare you too, where do you turn to run? Lets start with a sigh. *sigh* Another year has passed and I'm back in Singapore again. Back to that job I "OH-sooo-love". Yes, my sarcasm manage to seep through into this year too. I have no resolutions this year. I've decided not to have any because I've never really kept them anyways so why bother? Gopal's back and that has been one of the few good things I can count on to put a smile on my face. I sound so depressed but try waking up from a... (more) http://kronique.blogdrive.com/comments?id=45 http://kronique.blogdrive.com/archive/44.html Sun, 12 Nov 2006 18:42:42 GMT Dear Diary, Yours truly is the new comeback kid! I dont think Gopal was convinced I could draw a story board since I've been absent from the art department for years. I lost inspiration to do any artsy fartsy work like this portrait here which was done in Jan 2004, before I graced Singapore with my constant presence. Today, I decided to pick up my pencils and start again, inspired by the fact that I'm going to be back in school soon, I hope. Here is the unfinished portrait of what is suppose to be me. Lol. It's a difficult attempt, I admit, but I'm currently... (more) http://kronique.blogdrive.com/comments?id=44 http://kronique.blogdrive.com/archive/43.html Thu, 09 Nov 2006 04:26:46 GMT Dear Diary, Yours truly is 22 today. Can't believe I'm this old. At midnight streams of msgs and calls came through reminding me things are going to be good today. Anyhows, my darling boyfriend decided to suprise me with a Birthday gift. Suresh called and said he needed to pass me some stuff. Sorta suspected it but was denied by Gopal and Suresh bout the present. Anyhows, I got a pair of earings and a necklace in addition to the ring and necklace I received last year from him too. The Earings The Necklace.(and No, I'm not naked,thank you) I love you... (more) http://kronique.blogdrive.com/comments?id=43 http://kronique.blogdrive.com/archive/42.html Wed, 08 Nov 2006 15:24:50 GMT Dear Diary, Yes, what a crappy birthday it's going to be. Ah well, now I know how it feels to not care about my birthday. I should be more estatic but I'm not. I wish he was back already. 24 more days till he's back. love, Joan http://kronique.blogdrive.com/comments?id=42 http://kronique.blogdrive.com/archive/41.html Wed, 01 Nov 2006 19:08:08 GMT Dear Diary, I had a dream. I dreamt I was being attacked by this demon possesed guy. He had a strong grip but there was another guy. He tried but he couldn't get me out of this monsters arms.Nonetheless, he never let anything happen to me. He fought for me. Never once giving up. I wish I could say more but I wont because it's just a dream. I'm gonna go back to sleep. Love, Joan http://kronique.blogdrive.com/comments?id=41 http://kronique.blogdrive.com/archive/40.html Mon, 30 Oct 2006 18:44:29 GMT Dear Diary, Am now looking through colleges and universities to calculate the fees and rub it in my face the fact that I can't afford it. Not my course. That's the problem with being an arts student, there is no time for anything else but the pile of assignments due tomorrow.I'm not saying anything else is easier but our assignments consists of paintings and sketches and designs that if you screw up with a scratch can't be backspaced. I miss that life where I'd stay up three nights in a row struggling to finish six to eight sketches with two paintings half done. I met the... (more) http://kronique.blogdrive.com/comments?id=40 http://kronique.blogdrive.com/archive/39.html Wed, 25 Oct 2006 06:28:52 GMT Dear Diary, I miss my baby. Really wish he was here right now. *sigh* I hate LDRs. Nonetheless, he'll be home soon although I can forget my birthday. Maybe this year the 9th of November won't exist. Good luck with that huh? This year is the first year I wont be doing anything. No celebration whasoever.Just me and this date on the calendar. I think I'll buy a bottle of my favourite white wine and just drink myself to bed and dream through it. For the first time I don't care. Talk about the many firsts this year. Ah well.Me need a hug. Joan http://kronique.blogdrive.com/comments?id=39